i have not seen my two sons,8&10, in 2 years and havent had any steady visitation with them in 4yrs. ex-wife claims assault and abandonment even though i continuously sent letters and tried to have contact with them as she moved from place to place without letting me know where they were living. i never got an attourney during the divorce and never went to any of the court dates.i used drugs and drank to combat depression.i know i acted irresponsibly and probably deserved to not see them. i have since caught up on my child support and am ahead on payments. i have since remarried and have a 9month old child with my new wife. i am desperately trying to make things right and be a good father to my sons. i need to know if i still have rights as a father and if i may be able to get visitation with them after being a deadbeat dad for so long. also during my search for them i found her apartment and broke a window trying to get her to talk to me. i know i was out of hand but i was distraught and angered by her lies of abuse. a police report was filed and i have never heard anything about it since but it was in a different state(nc, i now live in sc)do i even have a chance in hell of ever seeing them again??? please help if possible!!!